Simply Happy

The kind of joy and happiness when you’ve earned something for yourself, by your own effort and means, makes the rewards so much more valuable. I don’t think I’ve ever felt like this before. Its a new kind of happy and its the kind that brings you over the moon.

It happened twice. Once when the EC guy called, second was the day of the presentation. Everything just seemed to fall in place so perfectly. I hope I’m not making any wrong believes that the internship is confirmed. But whatever went on yesterday wasn’t even close to negative at all.

Plus, they were telling me that one of their colleagues’ leaving. So I guess that gives them another reason to take this happy girl in.

And somehow, the questions that one of the staffs asked just seemed to be answerable. I mean, I don’t think I had any difficulties to their questions, except when he asked if design is a part of my interest or passion. And how did I know if this is what I really want to do (long term).

I’m quite grateful for a number of things, even to the event that Karn brought me to the other time. And to Kenji’s patient teachings! Really. I don’t think I could have been this happy if not for the string of events that happened ever since I decided to study in RDI. For that moment of happiness, its priceless. Really really priceless. I think for those who have gotten their internship before me would understand this incredible feeling. Its like.. all the shit has been worth it. Hahahahaha.

My only hope is that DAD doesn’t think its some lousy company which is why they thought I did so well and gave me good grades. Other than that, I feel really fulfilled. At least for now. When the internship is confirmed, my happiness will be complete.

Of course then comes the internship itself. I hope to do well, really. Can’t afford to fall below expectations, not my own, not others. So. JIA YOU SABBY! WOOOOHOOOO!